Someday in 1991 I heard about Marianne Williamson's ebook "A Return To Love", which I bought and read, but I also needed to read "A Course In Miracles" (ACIM) instead of just read about the book. What impresses me about ACIM could be the loving God expressed in it in https://a-course-in-miracles.org/mp3-recordings/awakening-mind-podcasts/